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The alchemy of Confusion

Rafael Horvat
Rafael Horvat
July 20, 2026·2 min read
Rafael Horvat
Rafael Horvat
July 20, 2026·2 min read

The DMT Entity that erased the confusion

It felt initially like it was speaking to me
But that was just its own well-fabricated illusion.
The real mirror of my own mind, my own made up "story".
A show I play in my mind, my thoughts.

I am me, we are you.

The entity says.
I stop.

I first spoke out loud :

I cannot open up. Not with how confused I am with myself.

Then my mind said:

NO! Rationally impossible.

I just learned to recognize my true Self.
Inside of the DMT entity, is an abstraction.
I identify with it. I am not it.
Here, "We are you" means something so deep,
I can only attempt to point at it with a metaphor.

Let's take the example of a single frame of a video game (with realistic graphics). The frame will have most certainly 3D objects, backgrounds... They are all abstractions, rendered to a certain degree of precision, to make them look and "feel" real. Abstractions none-the-less. Ultimately, just a set of geometrical shapes. Literally. This is how engineers design 3D objects on a computer screen: by using a combination of simple geometrical shapes (often triangles).

Now with those two concepts in mind, the frame of the game and the abstraction it fundamentally is in essence just a trick for the mind. And now the entity that I observed in that DMT trip, first appeared as geometry, then in an orgasm of Wisdom and Love, rendered the details of itself, as computer graphics who become more complex to increase the level of realism. It rendered nothing else than the perception bubble that I was experiencing before the trip. Being with this entity was a bit like being with an animal, a pet, a cat maybe... It just felt present and alive!

I am we, we are you.
Silence!

A shadow left me.
My whole system was about to cry for a scream.
But I simply observed this impulse vanish in the awareness of insignificance of the shadow. Insignificant in the Light and the Essence of Truth.

I am we, we are you.

The abstraction I use is identify with never really existed AND is utterly insignificant by so many magnitudes, that nothing can hold this amount of aliveness, only DMT.

Divine Moments of Truth.

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